Last week I decided to come out to my mom, at least, that I am trans. I honestly didn't get the time alone I needed with her to tell her. I had time to tell my step father, but I feel like I owe it to my mom to tell her first. I feel completely defeated. I wish that I would have gotten up early enough to see her and just blurt it out. I am completely disappointed in myself. I'm going to try again when I get home from school tomorrow. She will get home before I do and it'll be just the two of us for a couple of hours. I honestly don't think she'll be that shocked, but I'm still scared out of my mind. I feel like I really let myself down. Last Friday I told myself that, come Monday, I will be called "he" at home. I have to do it tomorrow. If I'm called "she", "girl", "lady", etc. one more time I am going to lose it.
Don't be too hard on yourself, sometimes things don't go exactly as we plan for them to go Hopefully this time your plan will work out and you can tell her! Good luck
Its okay that u didnt get time to tell her before. We malke plans, then life happens, and things get in the way. I wish u the best of luck this time though