1. This site uses cookies. By continuing to use this site, you are agreeing to our use of cookies. Learn More.

I am Done.

Discussion in 'Coming Out Advice' started by Amy, Nov 12, 2008.

  1. Amy

    Amy
    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jul 25, 2008
    Messages:
    1,237
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Northern California, United States
    I am done with this.

    I am done with telling all these bullshit stories about why I'm "acting" the way I am.

    I am done with pretending that I am resonably OK with my life.

    I am done avoiding all of the questions.

    I am done making up reasons for being constantly sick.

    I am done with going to school and being treated like shit.

    I am done with staying home and being treated like shit.

    I am done with my father.

    I am done.


    All I can think about right now is just leaving and not looking back.

    All I want is to be who I am.

    All I can think of is starting over.


    I can't talk about what's going on. I just can't.

    I really need some hugs and love right now.
     
  2. Mind Freak

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jul 21, 2008
    Messages:
    635
    Likes Received:
    0
    Aw! Poor kid!
    I'm sorry.

    Here's a hug from me! : )
     
  3. Lexington

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Dec 20, 2007
    Messages:
    11,409
    Likes Received:
    11
    Location:
    Colorado
    Gender:
    Male
    Sexual Orientation:
    Gay
    Out Status:
    Out to everyone
    (*hug*)

    Feel free to start living life on your own terms. There will still be crap you gotta do, and crap you gotta face - that's a lifelong condition - but you can do it and face it how you want to.

    Lex
     
  4. Amy

    Amy
    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jul 25, 2008
    Messages:
    1,237
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Northern California, United States
    I do have to face it, but it is just so bad for me right now. At school, at home, everywhere else...its just bad.

    Thank you for the hugs! (*hug*)
     
  5. Lexington

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Dec 20, 2007
    Messages:
    11,409
    Likes Received:
    11
    Location:
    Colorado
    Gender:
    Male
    Sexual Orientation:
    Gay
    Out Status:
    Out to everyone
    Then face it with a "f--k you" attitude. :slight_smile:

    Lex
     
  6. We love you Amy *cuteface*

    You gotta do what you gotta do, and only you know what is right for you.

    *hugeandmassivesqueezyhug*
     
  7. Amy

    Amy
    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jul 25, 2008
    Messages:
    1,237
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Northern California, United States
    Pretty hard when its saying "Fuck you, dyke!" back. :S
     
  8. tashyyy

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Oct 19, 2008
    Messages:
    75
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    north west england
    theres nothing wrong with being a "dyke" tho
    please dont let this take control, and get in your head
    be strong, dont give up
    (*hug*)
     
  9. I don't know what to tell you, though I support Lex's suggestion. I do have two arms, though. (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*)
     
  10. ColbieMarie

    ColbieMarie Guest

    (*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)
     
  11. Amy

    Amy
    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jul 25, 2008
    Messages:
    1,237
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Northern California, United States
    *hugs back*

    I won't give up, but figurng out where to go and what to is just...urg.
     
  12. thespanishheart

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Nov 8, 2008
    Messages:
    290
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Tampa Bay, FL
    I'm sorry hun (*hug*)

    Wish I could do more to help you... These situations are no fun. No reason epople should be subject to that.
     
  13. Nodnarb

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Oct 10, 2007
    Messages:
    1,430
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Ames, Iowa
    I'm sorry Amy(*hug*)

    Be strong, and know that all of us here love you and support you(*hug*)
     
  14. Mickey

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Aug 26, 2008
    Messages:
    1,669
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Massachusetts
    *HUGS,BIG TIME* Hang in there,hon. We're all here for you.
     
  15. aaaaaa

    aaaaaa Guest

    Don't give up-- keep your head high and hope strong. (*hug*)
     
  16. beckyg

    beckyg Guest

    Joined:
    Mar 19, 2007
    Messages:
    6,656
    Likes Received:
    6
    Location:
    Middle of Oregon
    Gender:
    Female
    Sexual Orientation:
    Straight
    We love you Amy! There is nothing better than living your authentic life. You have to go through a bunch of crap to get there but its worth it. Just be who you are! (*hug*)
     
  17. Amy

    Amy
    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jul 25, 2008
    Messages:
    1,237
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Northern California, United States
    Thank you for your love and hugs.

    *majorhug*
     
  18. Dark Secret

    Regular Member

    Joined:
    Nov 10, 2008
    Messages:
    41
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    South of Scotland, east of Wales
    Gender:
    Male
    Sexual Orientation:
    Gay
    Out Status:
    Out to everyone
    We've all been there Amy, at one time or another.

    You just have to be yourself, grit your teeth, hold your head high and let it all go over the top of you - don't let it grind you down, I know, sometimes it's a lot easier said than done.

    (*hug*) (*hug*)
     
  19. LoveIsBlind

    Regular Member

    Joined:
    Nov 3, 2008
    Messages:
    51
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    South Wales, UK
    Gender:
    Male
    Sexual Orientation:
    Gay
    Out Status:
    Out to everyone
    Same here, and a few more for good measure:

    (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*)
     
  20. Fiorino

    Full Member

    Joined:
    Jan 8, 2008
    Messages:
    678
    Likes Received:
    0
    Location:
    Buenos Aires, Argentina
    (*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)
    Hang in there, trooper :icon_wink