I identify myself as Pansexual when people ask me, if I don't really know them, but I'm not out to anyone in my life besides a few friends. I once told my best friend I was bi and she said I'm not gay. She knee jerked basically. We haven't talked about it. I didn't even know what Pansexuality was untill about a year ago. I just thought I was bi. When I entered college I met a ftm person who I have strong feelings for even now. I dormd for a little over a year and joined my schools lgbtq club, it was there that I was told what pansexuality was. I feel that this is my sexual identity but still struggle sometimes. I just don't know how to come out to my family and close friends. My parents aren't against being gay, but I just have a fear that they won't accept my identity. Being and explaining what pan is is hard enough. I don't want to be rejected for being me.
