I recently came out (in facebook). It was a post about my father accepting that I'm "not straight". Then, I inserted the word "lesbian" because i couldn't get myself to put it directly (somehow hoping people would just pick that up). The moment I clicked that POST button, I felt so RELIEVED. Like everything is crystal clear. I still feel anxious, and ashamed though because 1) They might be SHOCKED and CONFUSED because I used to fangirl a lot (like post a lot about boys, talk a lot about abs and v-lines. I did this because I wanted to think that I'm straight. I wanted them to think I'm very enthusiastic about the opposite sex. 2) They might treat me differently :bang: But I'm very sure of my sexual orientation now. I've always loved the company of girls (well not all, of course). But I'm still feeling anxious. Did I make the wrong decision? Should I delete the post? I still feel ashamed. :icon_sad:
