I usually dont lament like this, but its difficult when i have almost nobody to talk to... Why are you my roommate? why are you so damn fine? Why do you sit with your shirt off? Why do you remember my coffee? Why do you know how to make me smile, when the whole world cant? Why can I never be mad at you? Why are you the most genuinely nice person? Why do i love your awkwardness? Why do i love your jokes? I love everything about you, except that you do not love me back... I'm sorry if i hurt you, when i come out to you... I'm so scared that you'll leave me... forever... I don't know what I would do without you You are my best friend I don't know what I can do with you... You are my best friend... I'm so sorry... but I'm gay
i know i have no place to say this but, if he is you'r best friend then maby you should talk to him about this