Hello im 35 bisexual male, i realized in highschool that i had some feelings for men allthough girls seemed to attract me more at that time. Lately i seem to be more attracted toward guys ... Im still in the closet though and this seems very stressfull. You see i can hardly hide my emotions im like an open book feelings/emotions wise....Whate i hate is the fact that im attracted to people i dont want to be attracted to and it shows, people can smell it.... this is causing a great deal of stress it seems like someone is watching me in my closet, its making me lose my mind. My problem is im attracted to strangers and i think this is caused by another problem of mine which i almost conquered - pornography. I see how im attracted to people who look or have same features like pornstars iv been watching... I want this to stop, i dont want to be attracted to strangers on the street and i dont want them to look at me like they know im attracted to them because its very obvious i think. Do you have any advice ? thank you Ivan
