Hi, I'm Marcel. I'm from Spain, Barcelona. I'm Bi. I recently realized I'm more on the Gay side. I feel more emotions to men than women. I came out to my sister and my mother. Although I always had an issue to coming out because I was out and in. I didn't yet tell my father but he knows it because I told my sister and my mother. Also, on FB I decided to make it clear I'm Gay. I had my crushes on guys and of course with women but it's not the same. I think I understand what is the attraction of mine when it comes about porn. Gay porn or straight. I felt more pleased with gay porn that's one thing I'm cleared. One time my dad caught me in my bed and being completely naked with my blanket doing stuff and enjoying my girly body. We never spoke of that day. I had bullying in school because I told my friends I like men. Wrong thing and that brought me to drop out school. Not telling anyone why I dropped out not even my parents. I'm trying to understand why I have this huge attraction (not sexual) with drag queens. I even started to shave my body. I even want to go outside and be me but like I said, I had bullying. I've been called faggot and heard homophobic jokes about me and so on. No punch, no hitting. Maybe I got lucky on that. I was girly as girly one can be but you always find people who would call you faggot. I would like to meet people from this forum to help me or guide me to be more open about it when it comes about telling to your father or someone you think is closer to tell him or her.(&&&)(&&&)(&&&)?
Hey. I also have a similar preference to being more girly, but I'm not ready to come out yet. I personally think you should find a friend (girl preferably) with whom to talk about your struggles and get some support. It would be great if that were from your school, so you'd have someone to back you up if needed. Good luck!
