Hi, I'm Joseph, So, a few months ago I had my first gay experience. I was single and curious. I have to say after it happened I felt ashamed, and I wanted to pretend it never happened... A little later at a company outing it surfaced when we were drinking and a guy took interest in me. The guys"saved" me and took me promptly to the hotel. Ever since then I've felt conflicted and kind of scared of what's happening in my heart and mind. People closest to me already know about what's happening, but I'm still trying to feel okay going public or validating these feelings I'm extremely conflicted. Any advice?
