Omg.. okay.. last month i told my parents i ws gay.. my dad took it badly my mum was like "i knew anyway" sort of thing.. anyway my dad hs been speaking to me now for about 2 weeks an everythings good. its just right now im feeling a really upset an i cant figure out why.. i dont think its about me being gay or how anyone has taken it. i just think im having a sort of mini breakdown.. like everything hit me at once. im not th one for keeping my emotions to myself i just havnt done it so much over the past month or so... i just feel weird... and im not sure why.. soz for the confusing post just my emotions are a bit weird.. i think im just having one of those days.
You feel ashame that your gay, and even though you told your parents you feel like a let down to them somehow? You wish you were normal, not necessarily straight but normal, like the universe was cruel to you into making you a odd one in society like a freak?
