How to live alone without your parents the gay life safely ?!

I can really relate to your predicament. As a gay man myself, I also have a great relationship with my mother, but am struggling to work up the courage to come out to her. I also am trying to figure out how I can live my own life away from home without hurting my parents.

I've only been a member of this community for a week, but believe me, just because people read your story and don't respond doesn't mean they're laughing at you! I think a lot of people read posts and don't respond because they don't feel like they're at the point where they can offer helpful advice of their own. They're probably looking for consolation. Reading stories like yours makes other people, like myself, who are going through a similar situation, feel like they aren't alone in dealing with this kind of problem. Just because they don't respond doesn't mean they don't respect you or appreciate you sharing your story. Since I'm completely closeted myself at this point, I feel the amount of advice I can offer is very limited. I don't feel comfortable giving you a big piece of advice on how to deal with this since I'm going through something very similar in wanting to live the life I want so badly while also not disappointing or upsetting my parents. Maybe if your mother sees how happy you are in your life she will come to understand you better. I think things like this take time. I know what it's like having your mother be one of the people in life who give you the most joy, but also can make you feel alone and frustrated. We all have to live our own lives some day, and we can only hope that our mothers will be there to back us up when we need it. As long as you feel your mother will be there for you to offer you support no matter what you're going through that's what counts. I don't know if that helps much, but I want to let you know you're not alone in this type of struggle. It's a tough road to navigate. I really hope everything works out for you!