Okay! I think it has been about 4-5 months that I havn't been here. So I probably missed quite a bit. Well I went through another period of denying who I am. It still doesn't work. So I am back as of today. I'll keep coming back I hope. I am going to go and see a therapist today. Not because I think I am crazy, but becuase I need someone real to talk with. I'll let you all know how that goes. Once again I appreciate you all being here. What to do?? I suppose my fears have subsided somewhat, but I am still working on it. Well that is all I have to say today. I'll post another comment on this after my visit with a therpist today. Talk to you all in a bit. :smilewave
I hope your appointment goes well. My therapist has been really good for me - not forcing me to admit anything that I wasn't ready to admit, but asking the right questions to make me realize certain things about myself... Good luck.
Thank you all for the warm returns. So I was able to talk openly to the therapist the other day. It felt really good. He and I agreed that it was a step in the right direction. So now it's just one day at a time I suppose. I'll post on here as things get going. TYVM
Glad to hear your meeting went well. I don't know how I would have made it through without the help and guidance of my therapist. Good luck.
