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Confused.

Discussion in 'Coming Out Advice' started by DragonKingUK, Nov 23, 2016.

  1. DragonKingUK

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    I met an old member from here, Sarah257. He told me that I should come here after talking to him. We're good friends, so I decided to check the place out. Sarah, as you know him convinced me to do something I've been wanting to do for a while, shave my legs. Honestly, I hate hair. I can't stand it, any hair on me whatsoever, apart from the hair on my head, I hate. Anyway, I've been thinking a lot, been talking to Sarah a lot, and honestly I don't know what I want.

    When I was younger, I used to wish I was a little girl. I made a persona called LittleLucy, and I used to pretend I was her. I dressed up in my mum's clothes when I was alone, bras and knickers. I'd used to imagine myself masturbating as a girl. During puberty I wanted to be a girl more, because I hated hair, I wanted to stay looking cute like the other girls.

    After a while though, those feeling went away. Then, I met Sarah online, my first transgender friend. Now, those feeling are coming back those memories are returning. I would love to be a little girl, but now, I'm older and I don't know if I would still want to do that kind of thing. I fear change, I hate change, and honestly, I'd fear I'd look weird, I'd fear people staring and judging me but I don't know what I want. A part of me wants to see what it's like, being a woman but at the same time I fear it so much.

    I have a very unsupportive mother, she wouldn't support me with this. She'd probably blame it on my friends, and say I was being influenced. I came here to get advice, and people's opinion. My persona, LittleLucy is still with me now, still apart of me. To me, she's a good friend, and and sometimes I feel like she would be the perfect one for me, considering she is me. I probably am forgetting something here, I think I was going to say more but my brain has gone off track, but there it is.

    Give me your opinions everyone. ^^
     
  2. mvp 447

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    Well, I'm not an expert on trans issues at all but... just because you feel that you have a feminine side doesn't mean you're a woman trapped in a man's body, right?

    You really have to find a way to be objective and take stock about this.