So, I once opened up a Post which I realised wasn't the best, so I just let it drown. This is a similar post. (Just a random introduction xD) Well, I'm studying languages and the 5th term (in 6 months time) is open to study abroad. My dream would be to go to Scotland (next idea would be Wales) and there I'm trying to be openly gay. My goals (until I go abroad) were: I'm finally out to my father I'm owning one of these amazing rainbow bracelets Today, I got my rainbow bracelet, which means both of my "conditions" are done. The good thing of being abroad is, that nobody knows me and should I realise that being openly gay is not really my thing I could leave and be just as I am right now (out to my family and my best friend). Should I realise that it's actually a pretty good feeling and I'm ready to be out to everyone, I will continue this in my native country. That's why I'm calling this an experiment ^^ I'm ready for it! (!) (hopefully I feel so after 6 months xD)