same-sex attraction after masturbation for the first time?

my first masturbation WAS to pictures of men xD

well, at first it does not take anything to do (heh, wow, this topic and me =/= confortable) but when i started to need "something something" to do "something something" it was men not women.

 

I was already attracted to guys before I started masturbating.. For quiet some time actually.

 

I don't know who was the first guy who I was attracted too... lemme think... well I was never attracted to girls (closest girl would probably be Lindsay Lohan; but not on a attraction scale; but ideal beauty)

I actually don't know what I was thinking when I was masturbating, at the time I was worried if I can't masturbate (strange; but I was mid 14 at the time; thinking why can't I do this... I don't know why it took me so long). Definitely wasn't a girl though in my head, it was more of a dream guy.... I always felt attracted to guys, like I remember getting butterflies in my stomach when I was really young when I saw a good looking guy. I would act all giggly.... but that was so long ago. (I never used the butterfly statement but that's the closest thing I could describe).

Bit uncomfortable question lol

 

same, attraction came first

 

i actually jacked off to str8 porn first, its what my friends watched and well to be honest i just focused on the guys... and i always asked them to play the scene where there were multiple guys and one girl..... but i always knew i was attracted to guys and it was always kinda sexy sitting there jacking off with my friends even though nothing else happened...

 

Other way round for me. I remember when I was a kid, musta been about 12, and in the back of one of the Sunday newspapers was this adult section, and it was a 2 page spread with ads for toy catalogues, magazines and stuff. All incredibally tame, but enough to get me going :icon_redf

So I'd, y'know, :***: off looking at the pictures of the girls. And after a while, I started looking at the few pictures of the guys as well, not really thinking anything of it.

Like a year later we got the internet, and the computer was in this little box room with no windows, and my mom had no intrest in computers then, so I spent a lot of time online, y'know, :***: off. I remember starting off with straight porn. Then I remember checking out the guys loads. Not sure when I made the change exactly, but by 16 when I went away travelling it was probably 75% gay, 25% straight. And then within a year I had my first crush on a guy and I knew, me likes the boys

 

well when it came to porn,i would always skip to the part where the big hung guy would orgasm,that was all the excitement i needed to masterbate too, never really cared for the stories.

 

It was mainly imagination for me, and it wasn't so much particular (hot) people as scenarios. You know, finding somebody and having a sudden torrid love affair in the backyard or something. The "actors" (and "actresses") weren't all that important.

Lex

 

interesting question... i always liked guys. i dont think i ever even thought about a woman in a sexual way...

 

Yes.

 

In a lot of cases, sexual attraction (to whichever gender) kicks in at around the same time the person starts to masturbate - hormones kick in and sexual feelings start.