Hey you guys, I haven't posted on here in a while, haven't had many problems that i needed to share. But okay. I'm in love with my best friend, Eli(a guy). I tell him EVERYTHING. He helps me with everything, and visa versa. Our best friend relationship is fine with me. I know that he loves me too, the way i love him. He feels the same way that i do. but neither of us want to be in a serious(or casual) relationship. i really care a lot about him. and when i dont talk to him...idk....i feel....wrong(?) inside. well anyways...today i was going to the movies. i havent seen Eli for over a week. i was going to see transformers with my parents. i invited Eli. i dont know why. i knew he didn't want to go if my parents would be there. but. idk i was being stupid. so when we got there the time we were going to see it was full. so i told eli and he got all sad and depressed. but i told him that we're going to see a later viewing and he said that he's not going since my parents are coming. when i said that if we see a different movie then my parents will you come? he wanted to. but then didnt. finally he said okay. but then. my parents tell me that i cant go see a different movie. so he texts me that he's outside the theater. and right away. i get this POUNDING head ache and my limbs and joins get all stiff and start to hurt. and my stomach starts hurting. i tell my mom that i'm goint to the bath room and try to find him. and he's kind of pissed off at me. i feel so bad. then i get 5 calls from my dad telling me to get back to the other theater. i HAD to go. and now he's not talking to me. i wanted to stay so bad. i wanted to see him SOOO bad. and now he's not talking to me. he's really pissed off. and i dont know what to do. when he gets mad. he gets depressed and when that happens he turns all his anger and depression into himself. and he hurts himself. i dont want that to happen. i cant let it happen but it's probably happening already. idk what to do. he wont answer any of my messages. and he probably wont answer my calls. i dont know how to fix this. he's all i have right now. i need him. it hurts so much when i cant talk to him. i dont know what to do. help me?:help::icon_sad::tears:
