i dont know if this goes in this part of the forum but aaaaanyway xD first of all, i always been the kind of person who thougth i dint need another person (especially a man xD) to make me happy, u_u this i later realized it was some kind of denial, after i met marco...i stupidly fell in love with him and now wah u_u well thats the first part of the story...then i thougth if i used someone as a rebound things will get better ... and for a while it did, then he "broke up" with me and i wasnt happy or sad or anything about it then like for the past few weeks i only think about him (guy number 2 xD), how i want to do again all the stuff we did, like how he held my hand, or he hugged me u_u or how he first kissed me ... things that at the time i dint apreciatte as i should u_u now he has a boyfriend u_u and i think he is in love with him and oh well guy number 1 xD im still in love with him but it is so clear to me that im NEVER doing anything with him soo o,o thats it.. xD
i lost faith of love (at least with guy number 1 a loooooong time ago u_u) but *sighs* it still would be very nice xD and it was a bit funny how you said that xD
