hmph i thought my life was getting better but no of course not, im really suicidal all the time and nothing seems to cheer me up, even the stuff that used to but not anymore. just wondering what i should do, cos i dont really want to die i just want the pain to stop, any help appreciated x
See if your school has a councilor so something like that or talking to a teacher like a guidance teacher if you have one. Failing that see if you can get to see a doctor about it.
arwh i hate my counselor, i want to go see a doctor but im 14 so id have to go with like a guardian wouldnt i?
I don't think so Go in and ask. If they think its bad enough they would recommend you tell your parents.
Sometimes there are youth groups about the place with support ingrained into them. I know a few about here that are like that. If they know there is a problem they will go and get the correct people for you. Your best bet is the doctors.
I am really sorry you are feeling so bad right now. I know what it feels like and it is no fun. Please know that as bad as it feels now, it will get better. What you are feeling now is temporary. Suicide is a permanent. I found a few support hotlines in the UK. Please try them. Sometimes, talking with someone can make all the difference in the world. I have also included a link to the Trevor Project’s site, called Trevor Space. It is a place for gay youth to log into for help and support. The Trevor Project is a great hotline in this country for gay youth who are suicidal. Please try one or all of these and then let us know how it goes. Lesbian and Gay Switchboard 020 7837 7324 Youth 2 Youth (support and advice available) 020 8896 3675 http://www.trevorspace.org/
