I wasn't exactly sure where to put this, but i think this is close enough. I dreamt that I was starting my Hormone Replacement Therapy and being put on T. I remember that I was excited, and happier than I'd ever been. In reality, I still am unsure. I know i want certain aspects of physical transition (Chest surgery) but on other fronts I'm really scared and uncertain if i should do it (hormones) I know there's no real yes or no here, its just me venting. If you read it, thanks.
Life comes with certain risks, doing what you love comes with certain risks. There are no guarantees; but, you have to ask yourself: Will I regret not taking that road and is it worth the risk? Like you said there is not yes or no answer, just something to think about.
