Today is my birthday and I am happy but at the same time I feel so bad like don't wanting to live. I mean that I feel that for some minutes and then I return to the normal me. I don't know why this is happening to me. I want to be successful in life but at the same time I feel like I don't want to be here in the world. It's so frustraiting and I don't want to do anything wrong that could hurt my family and friends.
Hi there! First off, (*hug*) and.... Happy Birthday! I'm sorry to read though that you feel this way on your birthday. What is going on at the moment in your life? I would suggest that you talk with someone about things. Sometimes, just talking about things that are going on can help you to understand what might be causing you to feel this way. Do you have a chance to see a counselor at your school or in the community? Alternatively, do you have a friend that you trust and could talk about things? (*hug*)