Came out to friends - trouble :/

Well, I am in high school, and high school is very hard....especially for a gay teen. Even though only a few people know. But here is what happened. Two people I have problems with, so I will describe both situations. First one...
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This part is in middle school. my best friend I suppose. We hung out together all the time. We would be in pe together, and that's all because he is a grade behind me. He is the kind of guy that like "fits" to me. Lol, if that makes since. He and I talked all the time. On xbox, It would be late, and I would have to go but he would whine about me getting off. He would threaten to cry if I left. So I stayed on the mic with him. And I would fall asleep on the mic, and hopefully not talk in my sleep. But yea. In pe, we would talk alot. On more than one occasion, we would be sittig next to each other, and I would look over, and all of a sudden, I would see a tent forming in his crotch area. He would quickly raise his legs in hopes not to see him. But yea. We told each other our dark secrets from the past. I told him that I had had sex with boys in the past...many boys..and I was surprised when he told me the same thing!! Not only that we have in common, but we also have the same paranoid mom, who we would always joke must have been raised from the same mom, or be twins or something. Same favorite color, food, tv shows, music, sing, etc. But let's just say I fl in love with him when I first met him. So I was not gutsy enough to tell him I was gay myself, so I had my best girl whos a friend(first one I told I was gay, besides my gay relationships before) that she saw me kissing a guy behind the stadiums. He then wasted no time to go home, and get a chat goin with me on Facebook chat. He already knew about my "past experiences" and said stuff like "I thought u stopped doing that" and stuff. Which makes no since. On COUNTLESS occasions, we would be talking, and he would say "let's have sex" out of no where, and of course, I would say "what?" and he would say, "nothing". And when he wanted something, I said "what would u do for it?" and he said " I'll give u a blowjob". I acted like he was kidding, but anyway. I let him borrow some video games, and he would never give them back. He comes over to my house(did before what comes up next) daily, and wouldn't leave. I acted like I wanted him too, but I just loved him so much I couldn't stand him being in my house. I would get horny. But he promises to give my games back, but he doesnt. He even has his own copy of a game he borrowed, and he still neglects to give them back. But let's just say this. Im glad he doesn't give them back. It gives me something to talk with him about. Anyway, one day, I was feeling bad about this. I txted him, told him I want my games back, and I didn't want to talk to him ever again. He got PISSED WITH. A CAPITAL P! Cussed, and txt yelled(e.x. "FINE, YOU CAN HAVE YOUR DAMN GAMES BACK!!!!" and I felt sooooooooo bad. But I'm sure people here know, it's yard to talk to someone u love if u know u can never be with them. So I said, "it's not u. It's just complicated." I wanted to leave it at that, but he just says "r u in love with me?" and I got stunned. Should I say yes, no, idk? But, I Said." Yes. I am." he says he's ok with it, but it would take sometime to get used to it. He acts the same about it. He's so nice and sweet. Anyway. The thig that confuses me, is when I was talkIng to him, and I said "don't u ever get those thoughts about boys?" talking about sex of course, and he says "maybe...." after he knew I was gay. But I just love him so much.
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This guy friend of mine, I wouldn't even call him a friend. He would walk by me and say "gre***s gay. And I would just laugh. Haha. But yea. So one day, in the locker room, he walks right up to me and says "are u gay?" and, since my other friend was RIGHT next to me, I just say no. But I hated lyeing to him. It was like being saber. He has the nicest eyes, and he walks and talks gay. So idk if he's gay or not. But anyway, continuing. I got home and txted him immediately. I said that I needed to tell him something. He never responded. Until later that week. He txted "what is is? Sorry, I just checked my messages now" and I lost the "balls" to do it. So I say "nvm. Good morning " and he says "morning." and I just get a sudden burst of adrenaline. So I just say "I'm gay." he responds "what!?!?" and I say "say what say what? Lol" lol. Idk y, I was very nervous. He says "r u serious?" and I'm like yea. "and he's like, " you are gay? Seriously?" another 4 seriously questions later, he says "shit." that's all. :/ and I just say "yea." so a little later, he says "tell me I never turned you on." and I said, "lol, no." I lied. He has. His eyes r so beautiful. So the next day, we have pe together, he tries soo hard to get me alone. He tells my friend to go do something, and asks me if I was serious. Again!!!! And he told me to look him in the eyes and say "I'm gay" but I didn't. ): I walked away. He followed, and didn't say much. He just asked who else knows, and who he could talk about it with. I say, "a few peope, but please don't talk about it with anyone." he says ok. Then he says " I have 100% respect for you." so when I get home, I txt him "thank you for understanding." and he hasn't resonded since. He avoids me now. We didn't hang out that often anyway, but he still talked to me when we passed. Idk y I told him. Anyway. He just ignores me. We have to pass each other(he goes to videography, I go to woodshop, right down secluded hallway from each other) so its awkward. Here's the thing. In pe, I try to avoid him. We have it together, and our teachers seem to b friends, so they do things together. He was sitting next to his friend and I was walking with m friend. But, of course, my friends friend had to b sitting near him. So m friend walks over to his friend, and idk wat to do. So I just follow. So he(when I say he, I'm talking about the guy who I told and is avoiding me) just gets up, and walks away. This was major blow to my feelings. I don't really care( I'm lyeing, I do care). So I just avoid him. But here's my very confusing part. He talks to me, then avoids me. He'll come up to me, say hey Greyson, and then he'll b like how's it goin? And I'll converse, then, he's gone. Doesnt talk to me for a long time, avoids me, I can see that he looks at me every now and then though. I see him lookin at me. But idk. Later, like couple weeks, later, the process starts again. I'm confused. I know I'm leaving stuff out, I just can't remember it all. So there's that. For now. Help please, thanks

 

Yea. I agree. Thanks. I may just ask, but I really don't wanna talk to the 2nd one. It's awkward and weird. Thanks tho

 

No, I have never really thought that. But y would they avoid me then? When I like someone, I just hang out with em. Not avoid them.

 

That's a good way to think about it. Thanks.