Hey!! Since it's getting close to the day I get home and can come out to my parents I need some finall checks with you guys. Since you don't know me, first thing you should know is that I am a MtF transexual hopeful. Meaning I want a sex change. At least I'm pretty sure I do. I love hanging out and doing stuff with my guy friends. But every time I see my hairy legs or my 'member' I get depressed. I love dress up an makeup but I love sports and getting dirty too. I wanna be a Marine also. But it's not just about what I enjoy doing. I feel like my life is sort of empty, yet everyone else's is so full. I think about how much I want a kid but also how much I want that child inside me. To grow in me. I think about weddings but I always focus on the girl side. Dresses and gowns. I find myself glaring, litteraly glaring, at the masculine parts of my body and once spent half an hour staring into the mirror, willing my reflection to change to how I felt. I'm so confused, but at the same time, I'm so determined and sure. I want to know, what should I do to be happy? Thanks and lots of love! Ian
Well, only you can determine what will make you truly happy. If you think you want to look into getting a sex change in the future, my advice would be make sure you do a lot of research and that you're committed to do it 100%. As for coming out to your parents, you're still young. If you feel this is the most appropriate time to do so, then best of luck to you. But like I said, you are young and there will be other opportunities as well. Best of luck in whatever you decide and know that we're here for you.
