I believe a perfect Guy would be a Guy with no penis. Yes I been hurt before. I just dnt believe it has anything to do with it. I am still attracted to guys but not sexually. Also women, but differently, I dream about women while having sex with a man. Everyone knows I should come out of the closet or I am gay except for me. My parents told me do what makes me happy.:bang:
Not totally sure what you're asking Firemaker, (if you're gay even though you don't feel gay?), but I agree that you should do what makes you happy Are you attracted to women sexually and emotionally?
I know exactly how you feel! I have come to terms with it. I am emotionally and sexually attracted to women ((I mean come on, curves, attitude, women are just hott, no offense guys i <3 all my guy friends)). I have been "stright" my whole life, married, had a child, im in the middle of a divorce. I was so programmed to be attracted to men that i ignored the voice inside that was trying to tell me that's not what I wanted, not what made me happy. The more and more I relax and let me be me, the more I realize I think I'm a lesbian. I think we are in the same boat. So if you would like to message me, be my guest!