i am a 17 year old and live in a small town. even though my town is pretty small and rule gays are pretty accepted here. i personal have 4 gay/bi friends. when i was 14 i started questioning my sexuality, but that went away. but just recently i have been really questioning it, i am having sex dreams about this boy i kinda like:icon_redf and this is the first time i have ever thought about a man in a sexualy way. i kinda want to experiment with him but i'm terrified to say anything or try anything. we're not even that great of friends and i am very shy anyway. do you think i should try? and if so how the hell should i do it.
I've never really taken that kind of step, so I wouldn't know. Some bi guys never have. But, I'd say - my experiences being bi - Some days guys turn me on, other days girls turn me on. Some days/seconds one guy does nothing for me, the next he oddly does. Same with girls. Some days I don't think about guys and question it, other days I only do and question it. When I am around a lot of guys (who are not my friends), I wish it was a gay club. When I am around a lot of girls, I just want to have sex with them. When it is even - my eye tends to dart. Overall girls catch my attention more, but some guys can really catch my eye. I masturbate to girls more and easier, but I've had more active wet dreams over guys. My fantasy daydreams about girls turn me on more, gay porn turns me on more. Basically being bi means everything is usually all over the map. Like having two separate and distinct sexualities, yet they're both very similar as well. I would say my straight friends? Haven't fallen for a guy, considered the possibility of having a boyfriend, or think of guys as hot. I do. However, I get just as horny as they do over hot girls - and my mind is mostly focused there. But, I can't deny that I also like guys. Basically if you relate to this post chances are you're bi. Hope this helps the "I think I might be" part...
I understand what that's like, only in vice versa. I liked boys first and then saw some girls that I was attracted to. If this guy you like is Gay or Bi, just go for it!