I've come back to my mother's house for christmas, and so far I've done nothing but sit on my bed in the room I tried to kill myself in three times and watch TV online. And I can't go out because I'm scared of getting beaten up, and I can't get out of my room because its where the internet is and I have nothing better do. I'm stuck here and I feel worse every day and I don't know what to do. I'm so effed up and theres nothing I can do about it. /rant
(*hug*) I'm sorry you're having a hard time. You're visiting family, don't the want to see you? Could you go spend time with your mom? Hang in there--if nothing else, soon Christmas will be over, and all our lives can get back to their regularly scheduled programming. (*hug*)
(*hug*) (*hug*) I am so sorry that you are having a hard time right now. But look forward to the next day when you know you will be having a great day. I hope things get better faster for you.(*hug*)
Yep. I lived here for eight and a bit years as the most fucked up little bitch you could find, and then I went queer and everyone hated me. Then I turned into a man, and everyone hated me more. It would be a seriously bad idea to go out alone. Yeah, I suppose I'm a little bitter about looking forward to the day when I'll have a good time. That will be when I get surgery.