Im feeling pretty damn low at the moment... The knives in the kitchen are calling me, but I wont do it... I WILL NOT... I will take a sharpie and write out my lables on my flesh so others see I know what I am and they can stop telling me.... Fat Ugly Stupid Undesirable Unloveable Forgettable Yepp... all in a neat little list on my calf.... just in case I forget...
When I think of Liz not only do I smile but the words I think of to describe her are far different than the ones she thinks describe herself. Beautiful Friendly kind smart uplifting helpful thoughtful perfect interesting lovable loved found home shining my friend
Get a tattoo it'll last longer. Why are you beating yourself up? That obviously won't get you anywhere. At least express yourself through art or loud music. The only one holding you down is you, and the only one to bring you up should be you right now.
I've been feeling bad all day, too. I feel like something is bothering me but I don't know what it is. A lot of little frustrations that add up, I guess? But... No, you are NOT those things. You are beautiful, sweet, kind, and undeniably spirited and fun! You are such a delight to be around. (*hug*)
Hey. I'm glad you're strong enough to fight the knives. And im all for going against society to show them they're wrong and you're strong. Go get 'em TIGER!! BTW--Tigers are srong, beautiful, and precious.. like you
-sends hugs- I know what its like to feel worthless but hang onto yourself - you have value; rather you *32 valuable just as yourself; and there's a lil one that thinks the world of you.
Perhaps on the other leg you could write qualities that you actually have, rather than the list of things that you think other people think of you.
Wonderf(***)inful.... My therapist cancelled my appointment for today... apparently he had to go to Atlanta and will call me to reschedule when he gets back... I'm even a bother to him.... TT__TT
That sucks that he cancelled! But you aren't a bother! Things just happen sometimes. Big hugs for you! (*hug*)
