My parents are constantly fighting and it is killing me inside. I can't take it anymore. Pain isn't helping now. Violent video games have stopped working. Everything else doesn't work. I'm just sick of it. Can anybody think of any ways to get rid of this? I feel like dying to shut them up. Anything I say to dad gets turned around and used against me and mum is much too sick to do anything.
I really dont know what advice I can give you other than people are here for you. In what ever way we can help. Let us know.(*hug*) (*hug*)
Charni, I'm sorry to hear you have to go through this at home. Is there anyone you can talk to at your school? Maybe a guidance counselor that can listen and give you some advice on how to deal with this? It sounds as though talking to your father is doing no good and that he doesn't want to hear what you have to say; but have you tried telling him how much this is hurting you? Maybe that's worth a shot if you haven't done that already.
Unfortinantly the world seems to hate me and every solution has something that won't let it work. I don't even think we have a school counsellor.
The world doesn't hate you, first off. You're just going through some difficult times right now and it might just feel like that is all. I would check with your school. I'm almost certain every school has some sort of a guidance counselor or psychologist you might be able to talk with. Look into it. It can only help you, not hurt you. And since it is with the school, it would be free. You've got nothing to lose.
There is a counsellor at our school, I talked to her once. I don't remember her very well as I was very depressed but we do have one. And... the world doesn't hate you... I don't hate you... I love you, Charni, NEVER forget that.
You don't necessarily need to come out to her if you don't feel comfortable doing so. But talking about your personal problems at home for which you're looking for help would be a good idea. And if your sexuality has somehow caused a problem at home, then it might be best to include that. Good luck.
If there is one thing I have learned it is that there is always hope. We are here to listen and we DO care! There is no way to cut yourself off from feeling pain that I know of, but there are ways to manage it and even lighten it. Talking to someone usually helps. People generally want to help, so try talking to someone. Take care (*hug*)
They would be fin with my sexuality. To them I'm straight. Thanks for the posts everybody. You guys made me smile, and I rarely smile anymore.
Ever day it will get better if you allow it to. There are days were things look bad but look forward and things will get better. They always get better.
