I feel so alone. I keep telling myself 6 months till college and 6 months till I get a new life. But these 6 moths are proving to be difficult for me. I cry almost every night before I go to bed, If I go to bed. Something or someone is hurting me and I dont know why. I want to punch a friend, while I want to fuck another. It sucks I hate it so much. 6 months but I feel like I wont make it. I HATE IT< HATE IT< HATE IT. I feel so alone and no one absoluty no one can see that or much less care about it. :icon_sad:
Everyone feels that way sometimes. You definitely aren't alone. What's making the 6 months so difficult? You didn't provide much information to base advice on. Also, it sounds like no one is hurting you but you.
I know exactly how you feel :/ And I certainly do care My countdown is a little less clean-cut than yours, but I'm several months into it, with four to five left to go. Just keep coming here, keep remembering that at the end of those six months, however long it seems now, you'll probably forget to look back and think, 'Man, that could have been way worse.' And there goes my attempt at consolation. Still working on it, but perhaps it helps?