when i was 15 i had my first time with a guy just giving him oral every weekend when our parents went out it lasted your over a year. im now 47 with 3 children and a couple of BAD relationships with women. and for the the past two years i have turned from women to guy for company and sex iv gone past just having oral to full sex with them which i must say i really injoy. but here is my question i love having sex with guys but don't fancy them im attracted to women but don't want sex with them. Not sure if its just if i only feel this way as a front so my family don't find out that i like guys please help