I really think I have some sort of problem. I can never concentrate on my work, whether I'm on the computer/tv or not, and no matter how early I start it. I always seem to end up doing it till 2 am the night before. Right now I have to write an outline, half of an essay, do two questions pertaining to that essay, do half a worksheet, and finish two labs. I have to hand it in tomorrow, because the marking period grades have to be in. I just can't finish this stuff, I don't know why. I'm going to the neurologist in a week or so, because my mom thinks I may have ADHD or something similar. But I don't know what to do right now. Sometimes (not right now) I have panic attacks because I'm so stressed out. Actually I had more stress last week with softball tryouts, but I could do my work and be in bed by midnight. Now that I made the team, I'm back to my old problems of not being able to do my work.
I'm not sure what to tell you. I do the exact same thing. I sit there with my homework out thinking I'm going to work on it and even if I'm not on the internet or anything I just can't seem to get it done. I can't seem to focus on anything. Sometimes I feel like I'm not even thinking. Like times goes by, but I'm frozen and when I thaw out it's 9:00 at night and all I have done is a question. I would say going to the doctor to see if it is ADHD is good, but is there something that is maybe on your mind that you should go see a therapist about? I thought that would help me and maybe it is, though I think I need a different one.
A therapist may help a bit, but I don't even know what I'd tell them. My life's not even that bad right now, well compared to how it was anyway. And I don't really want to tell my mom that I want to see a therapist, because then she'd be asking me a bunch of questions about what's going on in my life, and I don't know if I really want her to know I'm gay.
