I've been very lonely lately. I moved to a new country and I can't find anyone for myself. It's like noone is good enough and most of the gay guys here only focus on sex and are more shallow than Justin Bieber songs.... I haven't been with anyone for around 3 years and I started even doubting my sexuality. Now I don't even know if I'm gay or even capable of love. FML! Is anyone going through such vast confusion? It's like in the inside I know I am gay but something doesn't let my mind actually accept it. Even though I already accepted it before. Something just snapped and I can't be myself anymore.. :bang:
I know how you feel and I'm sure almost everyone here can relate as well. It's hard to figure out my sexuality as well because of how alone I am too. I hope you find what you're looking for soon, and we're all here for you when you feel like talking <3
There's some good advice on looking for relationships in the sticky thread "Support and Advice Resources." I only read about halfway through it, and two weeks later I was in a relationship. No one had expressed any interest in me before that. So in case you like anecdotal evidence, there it is. lol.