Sometimes I feel so alone...

Well.. the journey of acceptance is slow but steady, and each day I feel myself getting a bit more there, but I'm still not sure sometimes if I'm gay...and that scares me and makes me question everything. I think its just my mind, because back when I wasn't trying to sort out my sexuality, I was always thinking about guys and not girls...... I know I just need to take it as it comes. I have told some friends and family members, and they say I can talk to them..but its hard to do that sometimes cuz they can't really understand what I'm going through...which is why it is so nice to have this website ...when I feel alone I remember that I can come on here and see that I'm not alone.....I've been trying to meet more gay people and to talk more openly about gay issues to make myself feel more comfortable, and this seems to help...it's just hard to meet people who just want to be friends...because that is all I can handle right now! I was thinking of going to a local PFLAG meeting the next time there is one... does anyone go to these? Is it helpful? Anyway.. just kind of ranting on here ..... thanks everyone for helping me know I'm not alone(&&&)