anyone else have ridiculous ways of dealing with being in the closet? Sometimes i'm so sure i'm about to come out for being trans, and other times i'm like "Hey, if there's an Apocalypse, and all my friends and family die, i will just dress up like a guy." I'm not sure if i would call this coping or just depressing the heck outta me, but its something i say to make myself feel better about being in the closet. I'm hoping im not the only one who does this? xDD Others tend to be "If i move really far away from anyone i know, then i can come out" and "I should run away! Then once i look like a guy they wont be able to recognize me!!"
I don't have anything quite that ridiculous, but I write. I wrote out the very beginning of it all, so I could make sense of what was happening. Besides that, I vent to my friends who know. They probably get annoyed at me a lot. lol