I didn't do much and I had not slept for 27 hours because I'm ill and I can never sleep when I'm ill but it was a good day. Its because of this guy I have known him since I was 12 but he moved to Australia with his parents and we didn't talk for years but we started talking a couple of days ago and I have a silly girl crush on him but ye he lived in Australia and it could never work but he did make me happy after talking to him I was happy all day and I didn't even go in a mood, I didn't have dark thoughts nothing like that but now I am a bit sad because I can't really do anything about my feelings and I am feeling low again