Hey everyone, I'm 15 and from the Uk . I just feel very lost and unsure about myself. I can get off to Gay porn but no to straight or Lesbian which leads me to think im Gay. Whenever I go out and see other Male and females I see myself attracted to both but cant imagine myself to be with either. I have very low self esteem and confidence due to the simple fact that my father physically abused me as a child and its taken me a long time to get over this. I just see myself as ugly and that no one is ever gonna see me as attractive or worth being with :/ . Any advice you can give will be appreciated muchly!