I have recently come to suspect and accept that I like men a lot , I love kissing them , sex and cuddling. Thing is I've never had a proper relationship with a guy so the feelings feel abstract to myself. I always tried to find a girl friend despite having feeling both sexual and emotional for men. I care dearly for girls still though , I really enjoy their company and their beauty and making them laugh , I'm just not sure about sexually. This is due to previous experiences of sex being fun but unfulfilling as well as kissing. When with a guy it feels like the whole 9 yards so to speak when intimate. I've not met a guy yet who I have thought about dating properly , I want to repeat my experience with guys. Over the last 3 years I've been with 4 guys each I felt wonderful with. I guess I have hang ups on relationships with one due to society and accepting that girls will never truly fulfil me. So in short am I gay and just having trouble accepting ? X
Misleading title. I'm not a gay male, but I think I speak for everyone when I say its subjective. Liking women emotionally, physically, as friends, or as more depends purely on others. Can't really bottle and label it.
yer i will resubmit or rename i think ---------- Post added 7th Sep 2012 at 10:33 PM ---------- dono how to resubmit ---------- Post added 7th Sep 2012 at 10:40 PM ---------- Basically asking if other gay men have experienced these feelings when coming to terms with who they are
Ditto! I have always had the curiosity of having sex with women. Like I'll watch straight porn, more so focused on the guy, and I'd always wonder "hmm, would it actually be fun?" Then if the time every rises or a opportunity comes up, I run like a bat outta hell. lol TB
Gay men often form very close emotional bonds with women, and enjoy their company, and even think they are beautiful. But sexual relationships with women always leave them feeling like something is missing.
