Lately I've been going back and fourth with my thoughts. Especially since I turned 22 earlier this month. I feel like I'm just working for nothing but myself and Ill always be stuck here leaving with my parents. I've tried making some changes in life, like I recently bought a car I've been drooling over (Hyundai Veloster Turbo . And while I've always been in pretty good shape due to just eating right, I started running every morning before work, which has been doing nothing but good physically/mentally for me. But I just can't seem to shake of the thoughts. What really eats at me is that I didn't go to college, I didn't get that finding yourself experience that everyone brags about. While I have no problems socially, I never really developed any real friendships. Since I graduated high school, my life has been really dull. It's work, home, eat, sleep.. rinse and repeat. I had a short relationship when I was 20 but that was it. And Ill admit guys, I'm so sick of it. I'm tired of sitting at home every weekend just letting my youth slip away. I want to make up for lost time but I don't know where to start. My sister was a huge help, she took me to Vegas earlier this month for my birthday and I had a blast. I wish she can do it more but her nightlife is over at 28 with a child. Thanks for reading. It felt good to air these feelings out.
I am sorry you feel that way. I honestly would say... go to college. I am a senior in college now and I will tell you college is where you will truly find yourself. Not to say you won't find yourself without going, but it's an opportunity that I wish every person in the world could have. Even taking a few classes at a community school. That would at least give you the chance to meet people.
