After years of being in denial of my sexual orientation I am starting to come to terms with my true feelings and self. Although I am scared, I also feel alive for the first time in a long long time. Are these feelings normal?
I feel scared from time to time, but not so much anymore. I do feel more alive, partially because I'm not running anymore, but mostly because it makes me feel unique. All of my friends are straight, and even though they don't know for sure if I'm gay, I can still feel good about myself.
I am starting to feel the same way too as the days pass by. I am getting to know myself more and at the same time I am coming to terms with who I am and what I am all about.
I have been feeling the same way too recently. I am so much calmer now that I have come out to myself. Yet I am excited for the future, abet a little nervous too.:lol:
