Just a quick recap of my scenario ATM. Until I got a job last year I haven't really had a life or real friends in a long time. The group of people I've met and currently hang out with are great but I feel like I'm too clingy because they're like all I have and they have other stuff going on. I've tried doing stuff of my own like going to yoga classes and joining a gym (I joined for me but 1 of my friends goes there too but that's not really a needy or bad thing is it?). Since that thing we had at the weekend I'm getting more like "can't we do that every week?". In particular my crush on a guy seems to be kicking back up a gear. I though it was dying down but know I'm like shit. I mean we are close friends and we spent all day texting each other yesterday but I'm scared I'm going to be like what I was around February which was really weird