so today was just like every other day but while i was sitting with my friends i sore two of my friends kissing and bam that triggered something in my head and for the rest of the day i was starting to get deprressed about who i am and becoming a girl started to become an obsession and its now like i need to be a girl or i dont want to live.:tears: i really need some help:help: or advice about how to let more people know so at school i can act more like myself without everyone going like what the hell is he doing :bang::help:
Well, you are still pretty young, so I think it's a good idea to start talking to someone about how you feel. I think it's okay to start transitioning at any age, but you must gain confidence and thick skin. It's not going to be easy and there are people who may/may not understand. I surely do not care what people think of me, but I did at your age, so I hid who I was. All my friends were girls, so I didn't want them to stop hanging out with me because I liked girls. You can start growing your hair out, try to buy new clothes etc...I'm no expert, but I can imagine how you feel. The youngest I've heard of someone transitioning was a 16 yr old MtF. You can always start searching for doctors in your area in specialize in transgenderism
well ive govoen mum a note explaining it but she hasnt said anything about it so im not sure if i can go to the docters and that yet. i already have pretty long hair but it gets all messy and everything like instantly and it never goes the way i want. on another note ive decided to start writing a diary .
I feel your pain. Every time I see these girls from my old school on the bus, it drives me crazy with longing to be like them.