So here's the deal. I came out to my friends at the start of junior year and told them that I was gay. However, I have yet to come out to my family. Anyway, I'm friends with a lot of girls and they all know I'm gay and they call me their gay best friend. I'm also pretty girly like them too. I've always questioned whether I could be straight or not and in order to do that you have to experiment right? So, I've tried asking a lot of my girl friends if they'd want to hook up or have sex with me, but none of them want to because they say I'm gay. I am curious and would try hooking up with a girl. In addition, I've watched straight porn before and was able to jerk off to it. Idk what's wrong with me. Idk what to think anymore!! I am a pretty effeminate gay boy. And I've been out to friends for a year and a couple months. Why am I starting to question myself? If there was a choice between gay or straight, I'd definitely pick straight. So should I act on my curiosity? and maybe I will be straight? Help! Thanks! P.S. I don't want to consider myself bi or bi-curious. I believe that it's either straight or gay.
Personally I don't believe we need to experiment in order to realize what we are attracted to. I feel it is something that we just know and comes natural. Anyway, are you sexually attracted to women at all? Does the possibility of a romantic relationship with a female interest you?
Yes, I could see myself taking a girl out on dates and having a family with her. Wife and husband. I have been sexually attracted to girls when I was drunk, does that mean anything?
