I identify as being straight. I have always had boyfriends and I love men. I love being with a man. However, I have had a few girl encounters. I have kissed girls when I was drinking and one times went further with one of my best friends. We are still friends but, have never talked about that night. We were both drinking and I just pretended I didn't remember it the next morning. Lately, I have been more curious about what it would be like to be with a girl. Would I like to date a girl. I am in a loving relationship with an amazing guy but, I can't help my curiosity. I don't want to ruin my relationship but, I don't know. Im confused. Am I gay? Curious? Should I ruin a relationship just because I might be confused. Maybe I am not gay. I mean I do love men. I dont know!!!
