i want my transition to be really fast, but i know it will take time though the more i see myself transition the happier i am, but when i see my aspects of my old self i hate it and get all blah i also have no confidence in presenting myself, and doing everything i want openly outside my house no motivation my mind is a mess, and so is my room (there is a correlation between the two i have figured out) yeah ...........
I think you just need a hug (*hug*). I wont even pretend that I know how you are feeling or what you are going through, but I will say with great certainty that things do get better. Your issues will not evaporate and every cloud may not clear, but as we get stronger in our acceptance as individuals and stronger in our will to stop the world from sinking in on our happiness, things do get better. And if its any consolation, my room is absolutely filthy.Which in the eyes of a crazy person like me, just means slightly unorganized. But still :tears:.
