(Not sure where to put this, so...) Recap: Pretended to like "W" Realized I DID like W Told him (he doesn't care ) Important things that weren't told yet: W had a girlfriend "X" X broke up with him for taking things "too slow" W didn't seem to care And now back to the story: Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. BRICK WALL!!!!!!!!!!! X asked him out... ...He said yes. I didn't really care. I knew the day was coming (and that he was straight...) And yet I did care. I cared a lot. Even though I was at peace with the world, my subconcious came up with all guns blazing. I had no idea why, but against my will I made cruel jokes about them. I apologised immediately afterwards and explained to W and X that I thought I should take a break from the friendship for a little while (W knew why and understood, X had no idea, but didn't really care) After a few weeks, I slowly submerged myself back into the friendship. It turned out my life was even MORE miserable without them. The only other friends I had were Ipod crazed lunatics that didn't interact witout their Ipods out. I was very glad to finally be back with them again, and because their datingness was out of my mind, I was happy and content. Anyways, just wanted to post that...
