Abuse memories For a while now I've been feeling like I was sexually abused when I was younger. I see two men one a little fatter than the other and I can hear crying, very loud crying and I fell like it's me. That's all I remember right now but I have a feeling that it happened but i'm not sure. I don't wanna tell anyone because I'm not sure it really happened. I don't remember much from my childhood. It's all sort of a blank. I have a few memories but not many. I feel like sex is familiar but I don't know how because I've never had sex. I just don't know what to do and I'm so confused. When I read books that have rape of molestation in them I feel like I know what they're experiencing and I feel like throwing up and I feel like I've been there. I just wanna know what happened to me. :tears:
Part of it may be because you're reading too many of those books--it could be that you're seeing these images because you're deep into your book. But if it really worries you, you can try seeing a psychologist about it. They're required to keep their sessions confidential so nobody will know, and it doesn't have to be a big deal. But if you need to talk about it and get some feelings out, psychologists are available for that.
