ok so today while mum was out i took a pair of mums painties and one of her bras and i had learnt how to tuck properly from a youtube vidio so i tucked while she was out with her painties and then i stayed like that after she got home but after she went to bed i put on the bra and got two of my beanies and stuffed it with them an after that i felt normal i felt like i was an actuall girl and as im typing this i still do and it makes me feel so happy and i cant wait to actually transition so i dont have to do this and so i will be a real girl but omg i feel the happiest i have felt in a long time :icon_bigg:icon_redf