I've been with my girlfriend for 6 months. I care for her and love her so much, and I just want everyone to know about it. But her mom made her switch schools when she found out she was gay, so we don't want anyone to find us out in fear that that will happen again. It's really hard because I really only get to see her at school but because her cousins also attend the school we have to keep it hush. My mom doesn't know that I'm a lesbian so I can't risk her finding out either. I am having a really hard time coping and sometimes I think I take it out on my girlfriend, when all I really want to do is love her. What should I do?