okay so I've been questioning for a year now and i can't stop. i thought i was straight but ever since i had this crush on Katie , I've been questioning so basically here it is. before i had that crush on Katie , i had been daydreaming about a relationship with a girl and before i did that , i always daydreamed about being with a guy but one day while i trying to daydream of another guy , i just decided to daydream of a girl and i do maladaptive daydreaming (excessive daydreaming) and i started off by daydreaming of having a crush on a celebrity and kissing her...and i'm trying to remember what i felt while i was picturing it but i guess , i thought it wasn't right or something because then i started going back to daydreaming to guys but then i kept adding that celebrity in there ..to have a relationship with , so i was going back and forth between daydreaming of that guy and that celebrity so i felt myself more interested in daydreaming of the girl so i stopped daydreaming of the guy and i haven't stopped daydreaming of girls since then. i get emotionally attached to my characters (both genders) and i make a story so i daydreamed of having this relationship with this girl from the UK and she transferred to my school and just fell in love with her...then we got married but i didn't make the story perfect. i created tons of challenges that we went through and what not but got through them and usually my story's would end with a tragic ending but i loved the plot i had to that story ...i just loved but when i got that crush on katie , i stopped daydreaming of the character i made up and started daydreaming of katie and what not. but i think i just started daydreaming of that girl because i got bored daydreaming of guys all the time but regardless...i just wanted to share but if you want to learn more about maladaptive daydreaming , here's a link : Maladaptive daydreaming - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
