It's been awhile since i have sought advice on here, and i really need some now. I feel really bad about myself right now. I still have a MAJOR crush on my straight friend and to compensate for that, i am starting this relationship with this guy i only like sexually. I don't know how to handle this. i feel like a slut and i have not even totally come out. iv'e pawned off all my urges and love for this straight guy on other guys. HOW CAN YOU GET OVER A 4 YEAR CRUSH?? was anyone in a similar or same situation???
I am at my 5th ish years of crush and barely over him... there's still some remainder hope i guess @_@
