okay so ...i need help understanding something ...its regarding social awkwardness so i for some reason , guys ...are just .. not interesting right now ...since i guess i've been questioning but , girls are ... I've been thinking of girls for a year now and well i still find guys attractive but i just don't know , when i'm around my friends and whenever they talk about guys saying "i hate when a guy has girlfriend and you didn't even know!" and i just feel weird because , i don't have any crushes on guys right now , i am have feelings my ex girlfriend online but still , I've had crushes on guys ...and when they talk about how they hate when guys turn them down or when a guy does this or that and i just feel awkward for some reason , you would think i could relate and be like "oh yeah i hate that" but i cant remember much of my crushes on guys and how i felt around them , i just remember i'd try and impress them also wonder if they had a crush on girl or if they had a girlfriend (which i literally just remembered) , when guys are talk about girls...like how they like this and that about a girl , i feel way more comfortable and the situations they are in with a girl...i just feel like i can relate way better now. i haven't had a crush on a guy in like a year and a half so i guess maybe that's why i feel weird. but i can't understand why i feel this way? can you relate some?
