This more goes on the support side cause last night it finally hit me why I really didn't want to be gay. It wasn't that I had any problem with it, in actuality the problem was finding out if the people I loved had one. Last night my parents where gone and I was left home alone for the hole weekend. Yay right, not so much since my kidney apparently has a small lump on it that they had to surgically remove. Lucky for me though cause I called my big brother and he came running. Him and all my cousins + significant others, stayed at the hospital with me till I got out of surgery and have been hanging around every minute of visitor time I get. I wanted to share this cause: 1. I'm proudly on a lot of meds making me emotional. 2. So many post talk about fearing coming out to family Well I can tell you I recently was kinda forced out of the closet & and my family has been taking it pretty strangely but being sick has shown me that they r just trying to deal with it. They love me so much I think these doctors want to pull out there own hair from frustration. my family may be crazy but I think there going to be ok with me being gay!
